| it turns back and bites |
[Dec. 29th, 2007|06:58 pm] |
when it hits you
it is only regret
when you choose to walk away and turn your back against it
not that anyone would understand this post
just perhaps
i am carrying the regrets of my actions
it stings |
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| Phantom messenger |
[Dec. 28th, 2007|07:02 pm] |
so you know me by Chew Wei
and you know where i study
and you know WHAT i study
and my age
and how i look
and you claim your friend tells you about me
Phantom messenger
but
i dont know you |
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| Xmas and a blessing[edit] |
[Dec. 26th, 2007|07:00 pm] |
hazel's mother cooks NICE INDIAN FOOD
i have a thing for indian food.
I AM LEGEND ROCKS!!! * warning: spoiler alert
we were discussing about the movie afterwards
and were poundering upon the virus and its suceptibility
and about how the nightseekers had human intelligence to imitate his " trap"
i am curious if he injected a trial vaccine into Sam or did he inject sedative to put her to sleep
the ice, he claimed, allowed him to inject a larger dose of medication into his human trial. and the girl ( Anna) claimed the cold climate disallowed the virus to thrive.
two points: the lowering of the temperature allowed a larger dose to be administered. The decrease in temperature also made the virus weaker. Thus allowing the host a longer time to fight a weaker virus. With this the host could develop sufficient antibodies to counter the virus, and with the blood sample, they could detect the antibodies and make a vaccine against the virus for the people who were not immune to the virus.
too much of biomedical science. too much of PSCT and DDD.
omg. studying BMS sure gives you a different perspective on things. so instead of going OH WILL SMITH WAS SO HOT.. or SO SAD THE DOG DIE ... or smth
we were like... oh the virus this... oh he should try that.... oh the vaccine bla bla bla....
since we are on the topic of analysing the film...
they pointed out.. the girl mannequin he talked to.. the one he promised sam to say hi to... she was facing the DVD section: PORN. to instill a perspective that she is a sexual object... or an object of lust... that he was attracted to her.
interesting thought huh
and notice the newspaper cuttings on the fridge
about the article on NEW YORK being quarantined and stuff
and in the beginning... when he was hunting the antelopes
did he hunt them for food? no. because they could survive even when being in the dark. the virus was said to spread in the night; animals could survive in daylight. apparently they had immunity of some sort, which even canines didnt have. perhaps he thought they had sort of a lead to a cure there. The lion took away the antelope first. the lion could survive too. so why did he not shoot the lion instead. because it had its cub next to it.. reminding him of his daughter.. the pain of loosing a child. He let them live
another one. in the beginning, there was a scene with a poster saying " GOD STILL LOVES YOU"
and then about the daughter telling him about the butterfly before they took off in the helicoptor, and then the glass which the nightseekers were banging on at the very last part, which flashed an image of a butterfly. Anna told him prior to all that, that it was God's message( when he asked her how she could be so sure there were still survivors). That he should listen and see God's plan. And the butterfly tatoo on her neck, could have been a message to let him learn about trust, or about faith as well.
surely this is a good film |
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| who am i |
[Dec. 22nd, 2007|02:35 am] |
have i really become something horrible
have i become something people dislike
is there something that has decayed
have i become a ghost of other's judgements
why have i become ugly inside
why dont i feel pleasant anymore
what have i become |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 15th, 2007|06:15 pm] |
Daddy please come home safely
yesterday was good
baby was good to me
i love baby
ate steamboat
^^
baby. i want to go urban skating with you. please make me stronger |
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| lifeless but not dead |
[Dec. 12th, 2007|12:34 am] |
i am anxious and excited.
the part of finishing the common test
it snowed for qy and kok kok on monday.
so nice.^^
i NEED to get a lifejob.
i am....
going to learn how to play the violin.
no i am not fooling around. i want to major in it after my piano.
too ambitious? what's life without risks. |
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| an early Xmas |
[Dec. 9th, 2007|06:46 pm] |
here is an early entry before Xmas
here's to you STACEY LEONG
yes my dearest closest friend since secondary school
i can still recall how we met. seriously. and yes i still love you. what i love about you. you are direct and has no false front infront of people. i admire your ability to lead and to follow as well. it is not easy to lead; it is harder to be a follower. i remember you as the NCC's BEST CADET. i remember you as my president in LEO CLUB yr 2002. i remember you as the kuku sitting next to me playing with water bottles ( Mrs Soh was so mad. if you could recall) songs like accidentally in love, This love by maroon5 etc reminds me of you. and i would always text you when i listen to one of our fav hits on 98.7 . and i remember we watch shrek 2 with billy and kit. AHEM THE POST CARD YOU WROTE IS STILL ON MY WALL YOU KNOW. your seat was 7L20; his was L21. OH and i remember xiao bai mao. the squrrel that went missing. and your attempt to draw it. apparently very alike. You are my closest friend. not just my best. and as a sister in Christ, i love you too. i love ur shepard's pie too. cook for me soon
QIAO YUAN
MY DEAREST QY. i remember you because i thought you were cool ( i always used to think people are cool.. until... LOL) and i like everything you do and wear and draw and ya. i remember you too, you shared Christ with me, and grew with me. We had our fair share of arguments too. but i still love you. i remember you as the ankle-socks girl.(rashidah's easy target really) and the leo badge incident when Mr Kee ( i think it was him) thought you did not wear ur sch badge, and you FLASHED THE DAMN BADGE AT HIM. duh leos wear our badge on the other side la. i remember your SUPER THIN LEGS and like huge converse sneakers.. =.= yes ur legs are still thin my dear. leo duties were super fun with u. always eating laksa guo tiao with u in sch. i remember we had this dao huay craze after the first camp in BRIGHTON. where wendy bought dao huay for every one. and we ate dao huay in sch EVERY MORNING. you even fed me. * bambii eyes**
i love your house. i still do. and i still look forward to staying over after ur trip from BEIJING. i love your mom too. and ur brother. ( i called him uncle=.=) i remember you ETHANE. i remember liquid dreams by O-town. i remember bathing with you. (oopx) yes yes i miss you like ALOT. ARHHHHHHHH
come back soon man. i love you dearly. i love your maggie mee. i dont know why eh. but i like to go ur house eat instant noodles one.
NISAAAAAAAA
crazy girl. i love you la. i have never really known you till after secondary sch. apparently you are another siao on NPCC cadet. i remember you all shouting and screaming. stay over soon. when that qy come back from CHINA. you are one funny person. funny haha btw. not funny weird. teach me how to bake cookies. apparently u thought qy.
VANESSAAAAA a.k.a. nehneh
YES the closest i have in poly. i loveeeeeeeee the hell out of you. because i thought you were cool too. HAHAHA i know you have alot to say abt that. i used to think we're like a weird combi. i thought you were miss ice princess. but hell no. you can be the most bo chap person. i love studying with you ( not the studying.. just the with you part) i love staying over at mac to apparently watch hana kimi instead of studying. lol. i love the stay-overs. i love the shopping. the gossipping. the cockles( only newton's). thank you for being there through one of my hardest period of time. hong kong was amazing with you. i cannot wait for ISWAK2. and cannot wait to stay over at ur place too. ok. you are still cool. i LOVE YOU BREAST
shi min
my most patient lab partner
yes i love you too. dont gimmi that gross face. i'd rape u. i love you for being so understanding and patient with me. and alwayssssssss saying lame things. you are truely a wonderful person. you have absolutely NO temper. or do you. you are a very tolerant person. cos so far you are the only one enduring all my nonsense. and i love you for that. if i ever got to choose my FYP partner again, it'd still be u girl. and yes you still have to clean up ur mess k. thank you for being a wonderful friend too. your comfort and concern is very much treasured. I LOVEEEEEEEE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
conscience
if you ever read my blog
thankk you for listening and for your company. i dont call because of the bet we had k. i do truely appreciate your company and your presence. ^^
yes get married soon la. |
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| wish list for santa |
[Dec. 9th, 2007|03:44 pm] |
this is rather lame
but for the fun of it really
lets see
i want
boots. yes i know it is not snowing in singapore. (yet)
crumpler
aviators
more jumpers. i dont know why i love them so much.apparently levis has one. $175.
purple hair. this is never going to get fufilled. i'm not dying my hair.
driving license. i'm such a procrastinator
red hot wheels for my baby.
that polkadotted jeans from queens couture
checkered skirt! searching in AGES pls
heels for D.n.D
ok
so much for i want
now...
here's what i need
A JOB. (lol)
yes. time is such a limiting factor now. ARrHHh |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 6th, 2007|02:30 pm] |
why am i blogging while lessons are on
because
i have totally NO interest in what-so-ever she is talking about
i need cockles trip
i need to get myself to study
crap
i need to get the nailpolish i broke
aHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i need a job
hopefully they have vacancy
I need everything that comes with the job.
money. experience. revision. etc
i need to diet
wth
yes. even skinny people have trouble with the weight issue
we call it the yo-yo weight gain. goes up and down periodically
it needs to go down now. cos i have to fit into the dress
rarrr
and you might question WHY THE HECK DO YOU NEED TO DIET WHEN YOU'RE already THIN
sorry. unfortunately(and fortunately) God is fair. no one is perfect
limbs are thin but body needs the diet
ok i shall say. the guy nehneh and i saw was cute. looked like SHOW. AHHHHHHHHHH
quite cute
Maria Shavapova is coming on 30th dec
if i can get anymore random |
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| shopping aimlessly |
[Dec. 2nd, 2007|09:30 pm] |
apparently it is proven
shopping aimlessly is more fruitful than shopping with something in mind
i bought
2 skinny belts
one "boyfriend" blouse
heels
scarf
bangles(yes again?!)
BAG( YESSSSSS I KNOW)
what else
i dunno what else
but yes
my point is. just shop. dont think
apparently yesterday was a very very good day
they had whatever i wanted
amazing isnt it
dance today was fun. and funny.
dont ask why
tired. i studied two chapters. apparently joel's nonsense blabbering is killing my concentration
so i gave up. no joel i'm not blaming you. it is a convenient excuse
oh did i mention i spent time with baby on friday. ^^
i'll grow stronger. and baby you will help me. wont you.
LOVESSSSSSSSSSS |
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| differences |
[Dec. 1st, 2007|02:14 pm] |
i wonder why i thought of differences
many times differences gets in the way dont you think
differences causes people to kill one another
differences cause people to separate
yet
differences are wonderful
they help tell right from wrong
they help individualise every one
they help distinguish
they help make something stand out
differences are beautiful too |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 29th, 2007|11:41 pm] |
but if your heart's not in it for real
please dont try to fake what you dont feel
if love's already gone
its not fair to lead me on
cos i would give the whole world for you
anything you ask of me i do
but i wont ask you to stay
i'd rather walk away
if your heart's not in it
-westlife
old school
i love |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 27th, 2007|10:16 pm] |
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what goes around comes around |
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| that taste of control |
[Nov. 27th, 2007|03:58 pm] |
lately i've gotten my old self back
the more daring
louder
crazier
more liberated me
i surprised even myself
when i got to know how daring i was
it felt good.
not it
but the feeling not tinted with fear
the feeling was bold. daring. filled with confidence
i like that
and today is JIAYI's BIRTHDAY
yes
the inline skates president's bday
pls clap
one yr older.
one yr more to flirt with your girls
^^
Xmas decorations are up. and i miss qy
i thought of you as i stood outside the istana
remember the pebbles we picked there ( before the cemented the stones to the floor)
i still keep it
and remember how we would laugh at " unbelieveable. GREAT"
4 months to graduation |
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| because roses means nothing without feelings |
[Nov. 24th, 2007|02:09 am] |
but it is gorgeous
and stained on it my favorite color
huge
the largest amongst the roses
its name
crimson
What's in a name? That which we call a rose/By any other name would smell as sweet. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 23rd, 2007|04:07 pm] |
it is done
but
it affects |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 23rd, 2007|02:58 pm] |
it doesnt dawn on you
until you realise
you could be a parent one day
child torture
it never is easy
to listen to the correct
it never is easy
to discipline the emotional being
it never is easy
to let the mind lead over the heart
yet
things that must be done has to be done
for the best of the situation
i am not to be taken for granted
and i will learn
not to take people for granted too |
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